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Saturday
Okay so yesterday, I said that I cared about Vern... Care is just gonna lead to falling for him... Falling for him will
lead to falling in love with him... Falling in love with him will just lead to heartache... It's crazy but... all I want is
sex... okay maybe not... I love kissing him, teasing him, going to movies, and especially talking to him.... we're so open
and honest... I do care for him... "Caring for" is better than "Caring about" right?... Okay so... What happens when Monday
comes up and he reads my messeges... I haven't sent him anything too annoying yet... maybe I just won't messege him any more.........
LMAO... that's funny... nah... I'll just let him know how my weekend went... I'm so used to talking to him on the weekend...
I've known the guy a month on...THURSDAY.... THAT"S CRAZY... it's almost an anniversary... I should see if he remembers...
I'm hoping to hang with him at his house on Thursday... or go to the park all day... I just want to be in public with him
right now... it's a new relationship and I don't know how far it's gonna go... but it doesnt' matter... We're a cute couple...
maybe he and I can stop by at April's so I can give her her gifts... It's funny cause I'm making plans that may not even happen...
Surprises are special
So... Vern called... on Steve's cell... he's so sweet... I think when he said that he wanted the full thing
that he was for real... I mean... he called me out of surprise... he's getting me something from down south.. he really likes
me... and i really like him... maybe this really is what feels like to care about somebody... to be with someone who actually
cares about you for you and actually wants all the same things... maybe someday I'll love him... maybe someday we'll move
in together and we'll be together for a very very long long time... I don't want to rush things... and we're not... it seems
like all I write about is love but it's not... it's friendship and life... and love... I love love... I love feeling special...
i love watching other people fall in love... I gotta call Vern back in a couple of minutes... hehe... I really like him...
I really want him in my life.. and the strange thing is... Im not in love with him... I'm falling and caring about him and
knowing him first... that's the way love works... right?
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Sunday
So... Vern called me... he called when he wasn't that far away... he was in Kentucky and then hit Ohio... had to
call me back and when he did he was close to Indianapolis (the capital of Indiana)... So close but so far from home... It's
10pm and he still hasn't called... he said he'd let me know when he got home... maybe there was some construction... I don't
know...
More this week...
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