I talked to Vern a little today and Matt stopped by... He doesn't want to go to the movies with me if Vern is going so I told him that I wasn't gonna go unless Vern went too... he doesn't like the guy and has never met him... he only doesn't like him because i like him and he's my boyfriend... I don't understand guys anymore... but you can't live with and you... no... thats it... but... if Matt is gonna be a jackass about me and Vern then oh well... i guess matt will just have to live with it... matt's my best friend and Vern's my boyfriend... I don't know how i'm gonna get them to meet and be nice to each other... usually if i had to pick between my best friend and my boyfriend i would pick my best friend but... my best friend hasn't been there for me and is being an asswhole... so... I'm just gonna pick my boyfriend cause even though we've been arguing alot lately... I still want to be with him more than anyone... matt is just gonna have to deal with it... cause i care for Vern in a way don't feel for matt... i care but i don't CARE for him... i mean if he died i'd cry or if he broke his leg or went to the hospital i would be there for him... even though he's an asswhole... so... I'm picking Vern because he's not just boyfriend.. he's my friend... we're together and anyone who wants to destroy that can kiss our asses...

 

TOO PISSED...

 

More tomorrow...