More today... just gotta things to do... well... what can i do just sitting on my ass all day... well... I went upstairs (shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) and got me somethings to do... I was hoping that my boyfriend would stop by yesterday after getting the vett and he could go up and get a thing or two for me... cause.... IT'S REALLY BORING JUST SITTING ON UR ASS!!!!!

 

More a bit lataz...

 

So I got a messege from Vern... i'm guessing things are okay with us... he said he was coming over tomorrow... and then said something about Hartford... so i don't know if he's till coming over to "talk" or not... okay so really we were gonna go upstairs and mess around... but I don't know if that's still the plan... I'm still trying to get my parents to go over to Vern's even if it's only for a couple of hours... cuz of the grill out... i mean it is in my honor... and i want to see vern so bad and show how much i care about him... i think if he kisses me like he did yesterday... I will have definantly have fallen for him... we have good convos... one more kiss, convo, and movie... and i will have fallen for him... he says he already has so that's a good thing... i know that he will catch me when i fall for him... no... you know what... i have fallen for him... i like that he gets a little jealous... it's cute and ridiculous at the same time... i like him, i care about him... and i've fallen for him... now i just need to kiss him, makeout with him and... have some "adult time" with him... hehe...

 

Wish me luck...

 

More tomorrow...