July 26 Yadda

The internet wasn't working all night... so I decided to call Steve on my phone card... I got jipped!!! I was supposed to start with 102.. but I started out with 35... I called and told the customer service... but the guy was a fucking jerk...I"m going to get a new one hopefully tomorrow... or maybe... I can talk Steve into buying a call card so HE can call ME... I would really love to talk to Steve on my bday (my bday his time not mine cause he's practically a day ahead and if we try and talk on Sunday... that's really monday for him... maybe i'll get lucky and it'll rain and he won't have to go to work or something...)... anyways... I talked to Steve briefly then called customer service and have been pissed ever since... after I called... the internet FINALLY worked agian... so I got to talk to him for a little more than an hour... maybe two... not sure.. all i know is that he is in HUGE trouble when he gets here... hehe... So... That was my day...well... morning... I just hung out here today... was supposed to go see a movie with Sparky for my bday present... but mom said no cause my room WAS a pigstye... so... I cleaned it... she's pretty thrilled now... I clean faster and better when I'm super pissed off... I'm actually glad Steve hasn't seen me mad... or else... it might be over... no thoughts on that though... but my room is cleaned now so I can go to the movies tomorrow... I'm gonna try (for the millionth time) to sleep and THEN get up to talk to Steve... I love steve... never going to get tired of that... never gonna stop saying it... it's been nice to hear a REAL man tell me he loves me and his thoughts and open up to me like steve has..