Drive me crazy at 7 in the morning and I’ll
go bitchy on your ass! N is driving me nuts… she keeps coming up with stupid things to say. And also… okay…
when a person has a phone in their and hand and is talking into it… isn’t that a sign that they might busy at
the moment because they are already talking to someone? Isn’t that a sign that maybe they can’t listen to you
right now? Grrrrr… And what about when a person is reading a book… don’t you think that maybe you should
wait to talk to them when they get done or just ask them to talk to you when you find a place to stop at? Oy vey!!!! Take
a deep breath, Chels, take a deep breath… Grrrrr…
Also… we are supposed to be leaving
here to go hiking in an hour… well… I’m the ONLY one ready to go… Grrrrr… I want to scream…
I tried to tell N that we should have ice ready for my feet when we get back… She is making up was for me to have ice
on my feet… I KNOW WHAT I’M DOING!!! I DID IT FOR 5 FUCKING WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! …
Hopefully, it won’t rain again and
I’ll be able to go hiking today… IF not, then we’re stuck all day in the cabin again… I think I might
get cabin fever even though I love just not doing anything or going anywhere. Max and N might go swimming this afternoon…
while they’re gone I think I’ll take a nap, read, and work on my fanfiction… maybe even relax some…
I need a t-shirt that says “Gone
Crazy, Be Back Later”… I think I might actually hide in the closet…
Hiking was fun but I really wished that
Steve could have been there with me. I think that as soon as we can we are going to drive down there and go hiking to my favorite
spot in the world (or favorite at the moment)… I think once Steve and I are finally together… my favorite place
in the world will be lying in arms as we talk or sleep or watch a movie or whatever… Large arms around me as I drift
off and his heartbeat moving as fast as mine… perfect… God, I love him!
We went and got some ice cream… I
ate most of mine… we played a couple games of cards (of course)… I’m listening to music right now…
I really miss Steve… I almost want to cry I miss him so much…
More (before I cry) tomorrow…
