Talked to April… WE HAVE A CLASS
TOGETHER!!!!!!! I can’t wait till class starts… no I can’t wait till I get my books so I can start reading
them and start memorizing and what not… I still haven’t heard back from Steve… I did here back from one
other person that I had hoped never to talk to again but we ended up talking for an hour. We talked civil and acted like friends
should… I don’t know what will happen… I know nothing overboard will happen though… I can’t
wait to get college started and have men off my mind. When I get back, April and I are having a girls’ day out!!! I’m
gonna go to the movies with Sparky to see a couple of the new scary movies… right now it’s raining… I hope
N, P, and my brother get home okay… because it’s really coming down hard and fast and it’s thundering…
Irritation is a disease. Once you are irritated,
always irritated… or well… irritated once that day, irritated for the entire day for my case. I am getting really,
really irritated from P and my brother. I think I’m going to choke someone. I think I’m going to scream when I
get home… REAL home. Some stupid people in the UK made it so that you can’t carry
on practically anything. No liquids. This means no toothpaste, mouthwash, eyeliner, mascara, water, pop, ANYTHING. They also
(supposedly) won’t allow laptops on at all either. Well, they better let me take MY laptop because I’m not going
to leave it here just so I have to wait a week for it to be shipped home. FUCK NO! I’m not leaving my laptop. I need
it!!!!! It’s my connection to my world; writing, reading, Steve, and the internet. I’m going to be pissed if I
have to have it sent to me. I’m so dead serious! I hate fucking flying and I KNEW something bad was going to happen!!!
I am all packed up and ready to leave tomorrow
so that I can email Steve his many letters I promised. A promise is a promise and I keep mine. I thinking I won’t be
keeping the one with a certain ex because it was a promise only when we were together. But that’s the past. My promises
to the people I LOVE are promises I keep. I keep promises with friends, too. My particular ex’s promise will not be
kept because I love Steve and I’m not going to go for the promise that I promised my certain ex.
Well, I’m so irritated I’m just
going to stop here and write more tomorrow as always…
More tomorrow…
