I got a messege from steve and yet again i wasn't able to read it fully since my internet decided to bug out again...
he something about chilling out... I really hope that we talk friday night (his time) or talk sometime before or something
this wekend... just as long as it's sometime before school starts... Most of what i write is true and real... some is a little
exaggerated... like when i said i had done something unfaithful but not physically... I should have just come out and said...
I had sexual dreams about someone other than my boyfriend... it's not unfaithful really cause it's just dreams... dreams don't
always mean something... in this case... IT DID NOT MEAN ANYTHING... so I apologize... that's pretty much the only thing i
can think of... I have exaggerated anymore than just the smallest thing... I freaked out yesterday because I thought I was
going to lose the love of my life... but... I guess i should no him better than to dump me for something so small as a dream
or just our first fight... guess when he gets here... we "make up"... hehe... love u steve!...
So... I'm really really sad... I don't know if Steve is still mad... I don't know what's going on in his head... all
I know is that we love each other and we had our first fight...
Besides the drama... Superman is coming to town and so we're gonna hang... me, him, and sparky (maybe butthead and andy)...
I don't know for sure yet... gotta finish my room and keep a good attitude... this is gonna be hard and suck ass...
Well... wish me luck... I hope that Steve emails me saying that everything is okay... I hate thinking he might be a little
mad... but... it's just a first fight... we're not gonna break up because of something so ... small... a couple of dreams...
it's... but.... oh well... like i said... making up will be... FUN.... hehe...
More tomorrow... (last day of the month tomorrow...)
